It probably doesn't make a lot of sense to people who are not in my head. Pieces of my story probably seem out of place, if you haven't been part of my life since the beginning of the story. But, my story explains who I am, and how I got to where I am.
My story is COMPLICATED.
The pieces of my story are many and varied, like the different colored strings in a piece of tapestry. Viewed from the back, or unfinished, or only a small piece, each piece may not seem to fit with the rest of my story...but God is the master-designer/weaver/artist, and He knows what the final picture will look like.
My story is a WORK IN PROGRESS.
I don't know the end of my story. There is no way any other human can know the end of MY story. Only the Designer knows what He has in store for me. I can only trust Him to be designing something of beauty to Him, and work with the strings He has given me.
I have been reading Brene' Brown's Rising Strong, and watching some of her videos, and one thing that has struck me is the importance of each person's story. Not just the story that is polished for public consumption, but the internal story that is tied to their perception of the world around them, and the meaning they make of the events in their lives.
In light of that, and the continued urging of a few, I am going to work on writing down pieces of my story. I don't want to lose things that God has woven into my life because my memory gets fuzzy. I want to be able to tell my children "look what God did here."