tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2281344898981250011.post990787852040834257..comments2023-06-06T12:07:34.768-04:00Comments on Team Paxton: Wilting but not deadUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2281344898981250011.post-37499041507409516812015-08-31T21:38:19.621-04:002015-08-31T21:38:19.621-04:00This up and down aspect to the recovery process we...This up and down aspect to the recovery process wears on a person. I had two weeks of rest, of reading for pleasure and actually being able to focus, no struggle to write truth. I didn't consciously think that everything was fixed and I was on a perpetual plane of ease. I am dismayed at how quickly it changes. I'm waking up trying to untangle multi multi-stranded psychological knots. I'm beginning to feel agitated with no clear incidental cause. These are the signs that I need to write again. I need to do it a different way. My previous methods have so completely drained me that it crowds all the rest of life. I have a little life now that isn't all wrapped up by the emotional and psychological aspects of recovery. I can't/won't sacrifice that! I don't know how to do it a different way. I need a concept I don't have. I need God to change conceptual water into wine for me. <br /><br />I am grateful that I have this shot at recovery and over-the-moon that He never gives up on me.Carol Steffenshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11256659943878997587noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2281344898981250011.post-50650594445986988222015-08-31T20:57:25.365-04:002015-08-31T20:57:25.365-04:00His demonstrations of His love, and the deposits o...His demonstrations of His love, and the deposits of hope that comes with them, are the best! Feel better, friend. (And remember...you can call me when all is shroud of darkness).Ann Y Stokeshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10648441228456495440noreply@blogger.com